I am glad that it helps you to post here. Just take things one day at a time for now. That is all we can really only do. But when you think about it, it takes a lot of pressure off. Taking life one day at a time that is.
I hope that you can hang in there until your appointment. Actually 12 days can go by fast. Here it is almost August. I couldn't believe it was already the 29th today. Where did July go??? lol...Time sure does fly sometimes.
Keep posting, especially when times get hard. We are always here for you.