You said something that is sticking in my mind. When somebody asks if you are involved in something, you lie and say that you are? Did I get that right? Why don't you be honest? Once you start lieing, you will continue to lie and it will get bigger and bigger. So try to be honest. And find some things to get involved in. Donate time with little kids as was posted above. They are always looking for help. You would be a good candidate.
Try getting involved with things going on for your age too. This is so healthy for the spirit. You can do this. You have the interest in it. It is not too late.
Most of all, stay honest. That is so important. Don't lie. It always catches up with you. No kidding.
Keep posting my friend, we are here to help you.
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