So here's why I'm using this site...i honestly feel like I can't talk to any of my so-called friends or family members. I guess since about
January, I've been feeling quite off. I've been crying soo much like crazy, I've started hating all of my friends, and my hate for my family has only increased. My sisters just call me a stupid sensitive teenager, with an attititude problem, everyone at school probably thinks I'm a big weirdo ***. I feel totally and completely alone in every aspect. Many of my friends have boyfriends, and from my username, i just feel like a wallflower. I feel quite awkward in some social situations. I don't know, these past few months I've been feeling incredibly down, and sometimes all I want to do is cry. I look in the mirror and see some ugly pathetic girl. I hate my family, for various reasons. I just want to escape my skin and be somewhere else, and have people see me for what I really am: not some ****ing weirdo. I feel like I'm not even allowed to show that I'm upset ever, because usually people will be like 'what the hell, stop crying you dumb little *****.' I really don't know what to do, and the only solution I see is anti-depressants. I've been thinking alot lately about
too. I really don't know what to do, there's something completely wrong with me, and I have nowhere to turn to, no one I can trust. Please I need any advice I can get.
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 8/2/2010 6:50:52 AM (GMT-6)