hi PM831. jamie here.
i'm sorry for your situation. from what i've read it seems that your father may be depressed, and it sounds that maybe you are also. the teasing, that has to stop. if keeps going on then he sees it as being normal-and or okay. a suggestion would be to speak to someone you trust, school counsellor, doctor, etc. i feel your dads situation is impacting on your health, somebody needs to be straight up with him, a trusted adult or close friend of his. you need to look after yourself as well. depression sucks, but with help you can manage it better. your situation may be situational, alike an episode, and it maybe not, thus i suggest strongly that you seek guidance from your GP. grief is a hard thing, i understand this well, lost many myself, and i feel that your dads grief is being displaced. i hope someone close to you can have a deep and meaningful with him. i don't want you getting hurt, it is possible that he will lash out, i have experienced this myself. be safe and know that we care.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
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