Each and everyone of us is a special human being with feelings and opinions and many other things. You are one of us. Know that you are just as important in God's eyes as your brother and your sister and everybody.
Life is full of struggles. Just take it one day at a time, and you will start to get ahead and have things that you will want to do. Did you graduate? If not, how about getting your GED? That would be something for you to think about. Or even take some college courses until you decide what you would like to do with your life.
You have a job, and a place to live. You are accomplishing things. It might not seem like a lot, but it is more than some do. You should be proud of yourself for that.
These are hard times right now with the economy and all. So it takes longer to get ahead, but if you can keep your head above water and pay your rent and buy food and pay bills, you are doing good. Right now there are people with no homes. Can't pay bills, no food and so on. So you should be proud of what you have. Like I say, it is more than some have at this time.
Keep posting, it does good to write things down. Think about some therapy to get yourself on track where you would like to be and also for support. Therapy really helps us get out thoughts together. Do you take any medications? Have you seen a doctor lately? Maybe medications would help you to feel better, though I would try the therapy first. If you so desire.
Here is a free site for counseling. Just in case you can't get to therapy.
This might help you, or it might not. But I have had a few members say that it really helped them.
Know that you are important to us. We do understand, for we have all been there. I hope that you feel better soon.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies