Sounds like anxiety over your father. Try to stay strong for him. Take each day one day at a time right now. You might want to visit the anxiety forum to see if they have any coping skills for you. If you try to focus on keeping your father calm, this could help you. Do things with him if you can to take up some of his time. Do they have a prognosis yet?
I hope that you feel better soon. Get those bad thoughts out of your head. Like I said, one day at a time right now.
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