Fighter of depression, find reading some peoples complaints can make one feel depressed its contageous, not sure it helps one not really.
When ever I feel that crapty I just dwell of those less fortunate than me to give myself a kick up the backside and stop myself feeling sorry for myself not that I feel I have ever done that.
Say I have food, clothes a roof over my heads, I don't have to go begging around or being under the thumb because I am dependant on others.
Yes it could be loads worse if you think about it.
Lonely don't have anyone per say in my life then think about when I did have someone control freak, possessive, played mind games and with my confidence, wife beater, child beater, compulsive liar, heart breaker, turned everyone against me, saw me out of my home and his children, so bitter even 3 years after the split, guess he kept it up but hey all is good I am single but free without all that baggage crap so I am truly blessed. Rather be single all my life than go back to that. Probly affected me deeply more than I think since I have never considered another relationship ever.
Not short of admirers, men looking for girlfriends, wifes, partners but its difficult once one gets used to being alone.
Was feeling fine till I read a few depressive messages and thought what ...omg one crying over a girl who he never met while playing games on line lol omg and a 20 yr kid, they don't know how lucky they are. Another well poor person injured themselves but god dam it no one to come and look after him/her thats bad.....well I have no one too so know whats that like thank god the boss has offered. I find good people get depressed but weak people who let others get to them. We have been programmed that way.
People are always trying to mess with my head I usualy try and keep well away from them.
Going to watch eastenders now....sorry if its boring. xxx