I can relate to what you are going through because at my age, a lot of people I know are dieing. Well, I am only 51 (only) but I read in the paper about people my age dieing and it makes you question your own mortality. But I keep going, one day at a time.
Maybe it is time for you to make some new friends. That is possible, isn't it? Go places that you enjoy and hopefully you will meet people there, it doesn't happen the first time usually, but eventually you see people enough and you start to talking and before you know it you have a new friend. So think about that.
Coming here is a good thing too. You have many friends here that will post to you. And it is good just to type things out and get a different look at them. I have always found that this helps me. It is nice to get things down on paper, or screen as we know it. lol... So keep posting. I am sure it will help you to feel better.
It is hard when you are at this point in your life, but believe me it gets better. You worry less about things, you take things one day at a time. Life can be good. It is all in the way that we look at things. So Keep your Chin up. Keep trying and keep posting.
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