Are you seeing a therapist for this? I hope that you are and that it is helping. You have a lot of past to overcome. But it can be done.
Let us know a little more about your history with therapy, if they have helped you with your issues.
PS You will get support here. I was having trouble posting so I stopped and then did an edit to add this. I hope that you feel better soon.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies