Posted 8/28/2010 7:49 PM (GMT -7)
If I recall you've posted something similar in the past. If this is a recurring issue, maybe it's worth seeing someone to help keep your drinking under control.
But that said, if your friends say they're not mad at you, believe them. I know I saw a psychologist once who asked me whether I often lied to my friends. I told him no. So he asked me why I thought my friends were worse people that I was.
hope that helps.