mental abuse from fiance: questioning my own sanity.

*He went back to wife without telling me ( And yes, we'd still been dating then )...we're now engaged.

*He's controling and isolating me; won't even allow me to go see my own brother for a simple visit...I am disallowed to go anywhere without him

*His 18 yr old daughter who has an incredible anger problem has abuse me by shoving me, I banged my head against a wall and she *proceeded to kick me when I was down, with steel-toed boots....( 'he' didn't protect me in anyway )...and no, I was never given an apology, just called an f**** psycho.

*He has always refused my access to the Internet, I've foolishly chnaged my personal cell and phone number for him to appease him...
*He's constantly accusing me of things I do NOT do... ie: look at other men...
*And just last night, I needed his help to replace the heating fan in my vehicle...I'm truly stuck as I dare not go out anywhere in bad, freezing weather. I've been needing this repaired for 3 weeks now. He came up with a fan, but no tools.. NOTHING to work with.
*Well, to cut the story short, he left me with a vehicle and parts torn out of it..not replaced and NO fan replaced. He left last night with throwing my depression in my face before I told him to leave MY home, he said, " I'm sure you'll have many men in your bed tonight and they'll roll out in the morning to fix your fan!" And with that, he slammed my door, left me isolated re: the vehicle ( which is his intention all along and with no contact with anyone, not allowed friends etc )
*My health has been very poor as far as 'he and his daughter' are concerned. I've been hospitalized once, and I'm seeing my doctor and counselor about all this.
I can't do it any longer....the abuse is incredible and my body and mind reacts violently with anxiety, worry, physical issues ( stomach cramps, heartburn and headaches, etc )...he's not happy that I go see these professionals either.

Ok, please, any advise, thoughts etc..anything would be welcome. I've been questioning my own judgement/sanity, too as he's been twisting my mind so much.

Feeling terribly sad and violated...

Belfast Child

          It pains me to hear of your situation. You DO NOT need to be treated this  way, no one does.  Get away from him ASAP. You can do this! You've taken the first step by asking for help here.  Take it one day at a time and remind yourself often that you deserve nothing less than the best.

          In my area you can go to the emergency room at the hospital and ask for a "safe bed". Sometimes you can stay until you find other accomendations They can direct you with information on shelters etc.  Your name is only available to the medical staff . Usually your name is even kept off the list of patients registered.

          Please don't wait any longer to get away from this person.  Just do it.

           Obviously by the number of  response here, there are quite a few of us that are truely concerned for your well being.Please keep us posted as to how you are doing.

                      seekingsupport

still waiting for diagnosis

still going through tests

still a hypochondriac with IBS