hi guys i dont post here often but i do read and i want to say you all inspire me in some ways. Karen, youngmil, jamiee are such strong people and deal with so much. helps me keep a positive note.
three weeks ago my husband looks at me and tells me that i have given up on him and my life. well thinking on it i did give up. my mom died and i didnt get time to process it so i think that was my sort of depression was given up. funny thing is i never realized that you can give up and not know it. so i took positive steps to make me come out of my funk and i joined a gym and went on a diet, deciding that if i better my self image i will create a better and happier me. i am proud to say i have lost an average of 3-7 lbs depending on the scale, my work pants are looser on me, hubby is being encouraging and supportive and has gotten alot more affectionate.
there are people telling me i cant do it and i will give up but i dont plan on it. even one of them who says i wont do it is proud of me. the exercise i get at the gym wears me out but makes me feel so good and happy so i am doing it guys.
i want to tell you this so you guys know that you are an inspiration to others and to know that sometimes we can make a difference in our outlook on life. i love you guys.