What is BB? It sounds like you could use a visit to the school counselor. But they are going to tell you that all the others feel the same as you. They just put themselves out there and get to know people. That is all that you have to do. It isn't that big of a deal. It is easy. It is just that you don't have a lot of self esteem, but that is where counseling helps. If you don't want to do counseling, get some books on self esteem. That would help you a lot. Plus there are some teen sites that I can give to you. I will have to edit this post as I am using quick reply.
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