Hello, my name is nicole im 14 im a freshman..
my sister is getting a divorce from her husband who was my best freind he wont even talk to me anymore which makes me feel horrid. i used to talk to him about everything, now i dont let anyone come close to me cause i dont want to get hurt more, my other sister moved away.. im having a hard time in high school with freinds my mom calls me mental and retarded everyday. and says know one wants me or can handle me.
my 29 yr old brother fights with me everyday.
my dad wont listen to me he brushes me off.
i feel like i have know one to talk to im very depressed.
everyone who comes into my life leaves me, i used to have a lot of self confidence and know i just feel disgusting and gross like know one wants me or cares about me.
i cant handle it on my own im not strong enough, i need help/
my mother also never has time for me and has always just given me whatever i wanted so i wouldnt bother her. she tells me im a mistake.
all my grandparents have passed away so i dont have anyone to take care of me like that.
i just feel worthless and dont feel like going to school cause i dont want to get teased.
i just need someone to talk to and help be the role model i need badly!
Post Edited (nicole14) : 9/11/2010 12:55:23 AM (GMT-6)