I am new to this site, came across it at 3 am this morning, one of my nightly trips up from bed. I am 39 years old have been living with depression, panic disorder, and gad for
9 years now. I have been on several antidepressents, have been suicidal on some, and very nervouse feeling on others. I started taking cymbolta about 6 months ago,
worked great at first, I am on 60mg daily. Latley i've been having more bad days then good, I know I need to up this medication or try something else, I'm very scared to do this. I have had 2 really bad episodes with this. I dont know what to do. But I cant keep spending my days crying, and telling myself what a bad mom I am, and worthless, You know the
routine. This effects everyone in my home, and I cant keep on this way, I feel like i'm a burden..... I dont want to kill myself, I just want to feel normal again, my happy, funny ,
bubbly self, where did she go. I want her back.....So gonna try taking my cymbolta at night and see if I can get at least 2 hrs of good sleep. Hopefully this works, I also take lorazepam for my anxiety. Any comments would be appreciated. Thanks for reading, and caring...