A couple of years ago in december i suffered depression but overcome it myself overtime but now i think it has come back and its like loads of things have triggered it off and i dont know what to do i have sat here for the past hour just crying.
I lost a baby 4 years ago but i feel like im still grieving and have a son now who is 3 years old and married but i feel so empty and lonely and miserable.
I feel unloved i have tried talking to my husband but he does not understand.
Then everyone around me seems to be telling me there probs and news and it seems to be making me worse i seem to long for what they have for some reason
I just want to run away from everyone and not look back i just seem to hurt so much i have lost my appetite aswell i just dont know what to do