Hello and welcome,
I am sorry to read of your feelings and I would really like to see you consider one on one therapy again and stick with it. Also have you talked with a medical Dr. re your feelings. I feel it is the time for you do be proactive and search out help from a professional.
Coming here and talking to us is a great way to get your feelings out.
Know we care and I wish you the very best,
~~Kitt~~Moderator: Anxiety/Panic, Osteoarthritis, GERD/Heartburn and Heart/Cardiovascular Disease. www.healingwell.com"If you can't change the world, change your world"