Welcome to the Depression Board and to HealingWell. We're glad you're here. You're in a very dark place right now and it's hard and lonely. But everything will be okay with time. You need someone to talk to and we can fulfill that hole for you to some extent, so it's good you found us.
Coping with a relationship breakup of any kind can be very painful, and most people go through this experience at some point in their lives. But the challenges posed by such a deep loss can be turned into opportunities, enabling you to not only survive, but also thrive. Learn to understand your feelings and develop tools to cope with your relationship breakup.
Let the tears come as they are healing. Now put you and your baby first and just get through one day at a time. Stay in the moment as you cannot go backwards in time.
I wish you all the very best,
Just checking in to see how you are doing and if you have time post us a note. We are here for you.