Hello and a warm welcome to HealingWell. I am so sorry you are going through a tough time. I have been down that same road so I do understand how bad you are feeling.
Breaking up a relationship is difficult – especially if it’s not your choice. Grief can be experienced even when an unfulfilling relationship ends, because, at the very least, you have lost the emotional investment you made in that relationship.
Even short-term relationships can involve an investment in fantasy and in hopes for the future, and the loss can be similarly heart-wrenching.
I am gald to hear you deleted his accounts and numbers. The tough part is to not reinstate them. I did this once and it must have taken me 3 times before I deleted every possible way I used to get in touch with this person. It is like breaking a habit to break the bond.
The most important thing to remember at this point is that you will get over this. I know it does not seem like it right now, but you will, believe me. We are here to support you through the rough times and coming here and sharing your story was very brave of you.
~~Kitt~~Moderator: Anxiety/Panic, Osteoarthritis, GERD/Heartburn and Heart/Cardiovascular Disease. www.healingwell.com"If you can't change the world, change your world"