Welcome to HealingWell. I am sorry things are rough for you right now. Your wife calling you names and sharing that she wishes she had never married you is something you may have to deal with when you get to feeling a bit stronger. In the meantime remember she cannot take your diginity and self-worth away from you. She does not make you who you are - you do so be strong.
You have come to a great forum to find others who have depression and other problems. I know how alone you can feel when you are depressed but remember there are many places to look for help and perhaps seeing a therapist for some one to one therapy may be a good way for you to go. How about your church or other groups you may belong to, can you find friendship there?
A good way to feel better about yourself is always through volunteering in any capacity you may choose.
When I was at one of my low points I did not even want to take a walk as I knew I would cry from feeling sad and all alone. My therapist told me to put my sun glasses on and just go for it. So I did that for short walks and took tissues along.
So remember there’s help all around you. Professionals are trained to offer support and comfort. Reach out to family and friends and to the members here in HealingWell.
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