sorry to hear that you are down. i have a similar thing going with my family, well parts of them anyway. maybe some counselling will help you. it is helping me. keep talking with your dr. and us here on the forum. sending healing thoughts your way ava.
with compassion, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.