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Ava Liebling
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Date Joined Oct 2010
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   Posted 10/13/2010 10:41 PM (GMT -6)   
I just need someone to talk to. I am so sad. I don't even realize it most of the time. I can't think. I am constantly bending over backwards for people thinking they will do the same. I wish I had just one person I could talk to. I wish I had one person I could hug. I am around hundreds of people everyday and yet I feel like I wake up and go to bed not speaking to anyone. My mom told me to stop calling her and "telling her about my problems" a month ago and I haven't heard from her since. She knows I have depression. I have for years. I don't understand how she can let me hurt like this. I don't understand how she hasn't thought to call and check on me in a month. I don't want to rely on boys for comfort but being involved with someone has been the only way I can feel better. I broke up with my boyfriend a month ago and I miss him so much. He was so awful to me but I miss him. At least I wasn't alone. I am floating through school and work. I need things to get better. I think I will always be like this. It is much easier to type.

theHTreturns...
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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 10/16/2010 4:35 AM (GMT -6)   
sorry to hear that you are down. i have a similar thing going with my family, well parts of them anyway. maybe some counselling will help you. it is helping me. keep talking with your dr. and us here on the forum. sending healing thoughts your way ava.

with compassion, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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