Hello and welcome to HealingWell. It feels to me like you have a phobia of some sort and I would like to suggest that you talk with your Dr. re this fear of letting your child's father touch him.
I have heard of people that fear leaving their children with strangers but you seem to have the reverse problem.
Please seek out some counseling to help you overcome this fear.
~~Kitt~~Moderator: Anxiety/Panic, Osteoarthritis, GERD/Heartburn and Heart/Cardiovascular Disease. www.healingwell.com"If you can't change the world, change your world"