For those who know me i have many issues to deal with in my life.Depression has moved back in well infact it`s been back for a while but have been trying to ignore it .At the moment it`s taking over and i think worse than i have ever had it .
I`m on medication which has been changed a few weeks ago .What is really getting to me is this if you could call it a side effect or it may be something not even related to the drugs or my depression i have no idea.All i know is that it is increasing and i have no idea why . I saw my local GP here last week and he told me that not only has my heart rate increased dramatically not my blood pressure is getting really high .
I asked him to see if he can cut down on some of the many medications im on i`m just so over taking tablets breakfast consists of 14 tablets.Then there is the evening dosage .
I now see my psychologist every three weeks but also a councillor every week to get help before something happens .
I have so many other medical problems which include cancer,celiac disease,rheumatoid arthritis ,Liver damage from the recent chemotherapy and also several problems with the blood also due to therapy from several of the drugs .
I just feel as though i want to sleep and do not want to be around anyone ,some of my friends i know i`m even ignoring them in a bit to be by myself .
The local GP here is ok he is not the one i was seeing due to the fact my other one had a serious car accident and after seeing him the other day would definately not go back to seeing him because i feel he should still be at home recovering not looking after sick people he falls asleep on his patients but this was happening before he had his accident it was probably yhe cause of his accident .