my name is tori, & i am 17. i have suffered with anxiety all of my life, as i got older the anxiety died down & became a bipolar impulsive behavioral sort of thing. some of my behaviors during this phase had caused me to lose someone very important to me.
the past six months without him have been the hardest struggle of my life. i`ve gone through many different stages, but one thing is standing out the most. depression.
i`m not some sob story who lost her boyfriend & magically developed depression, this is not the case. my whole life i have faces a variety of things.
phobias to the point where i couldn`t leave my house or go to school, when this had happened i started using the coping method of
that`s just some background stuff.
i guess my problem is now that most days there isn`t a reason to get out of bed. last week i went to school 2 days out of 5. the week before 1 day. i can sleep for 16 hours no problem, won`t even wake up to pee, but i will usually sleep all day & spend lonely nights awake.
there is so much to say, but i feel as for my first post i should keep it simple.
i don`t know how often i`ll be on this sight, but i`ve been told i give good feed back & i`d really like to help someone as well as get help myself.
if you are interested in knowing anymore details i`d be happy to tell them
Hi there, I am sorry but I had to edit your post as we are not to talk about self harm. Please use the number and site that was offered to you as it could be very helpful.
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 10/27/2010 11:30:40 AM (GMT-6)