Hi Silent and Chman,
Hang around here. We understand what you are going through, and though we aren't docs and such, we have real experiences that may be able to help you cope.
Silent - that you are here - that is a great step for you! The symptoms you describe are very much depression oriented, so if you have not seen anyone about how you feel, I would advise seeing someone soon - and preferably a psychologist or psychiatrist. They can make a diagnosis closer to the truth than can GPs. Don't keep yourself from getting help - please, honestly, see someone as soon as you can. And let them know exactly how you are feeling - don't hold back. And if you think the person you picked is not sympathetic to your thoughts, then find someone else - there is someone out there who can help - sometimes it takes a while to find them. Hang in there - I care about you, and I know others here do as well - this is a very caring and loving site, and we want to help those who are struggling to survive each day.
And write back here - talk, vent, say whatever is on your mind.
The stories are very similar here. I have found that to be true for me as well. I have distrust in the medical community in general, so it has been tough for me to find people I can trust, but I have finally found several that are truly interested in helping me. I have physical problems too, so I understand how that can aggravate depression and anxiety. This site is a really good one - loving, caring, concerned people with similar problems. I'll probably never meet anyone here in person, but I can tell you in the short time I have been here, I feel a close attachment to many who post here - and I would be honored to call them my friends.
So be a friend too - stay around, tell us what hurts, and I know as I can, I will try to be here for you.
Best to both of you.