Have been off HW for some days now because a lot has happened in a short amount of time. Good things though, including getting a contract job that starts Monday. Exactly what I needed.
Went to the psychiatrist today.
She is convinced I have OCD, and she believes the OCD is the trigger for my depression and anxiety. My psychologist, after what we discussed yesterday, also suddenly became concerned about OCD, so perhaps things are falling into place.
So I start citalopram at a low dose tonight, and the psychiatrist is going to monitor me closely because of the side-effects I had with cymbalta (which she told me was not the medicine to be on if one has OCD). She wants to take it very slowly because she believes I have a sensitivity to meds, and she wants to make sure we take one step before we take another. We will see where it goes.
More when I can.
Best to everyone.