I am sorry that I had to edit your post but we aren't allowed to discuss suicide on this forum. Though I know others do know what you are talking about. In the Depression Resources there are some resources for suicide prevention. Numbers to call and sites. Here is one of them.
I hope that you talk to somebody if you are feeling suicidal. Get help now. Call your doctor or er. Or your local crisis center.
I hope that you feel better about things soon. Know that this is a good place to come when you feel desperate. Or when you feel good. We have a wonderful caring community here.
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