Hi there and welcome to the forum. I am sorry that I had to edit your post, but we are not allowed to talk about
illegal substances here. I hope that you can understand.
It sounds like you are going through a rough patch right now, but things do get better. Learn to take life one day at a time. Live in the present, the now if you will. It makes things go a lot easier that way.
If you feel you have a problem with the other, send me an email. I will discuss it with you, but we can't here on the forum.
Take care my new friend.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies