I am young. All my life I have suffered from depression. No energy, fear of life, fear of failure, fear of success, fear of friends. I met the man I want to marry two years ago. We plan on getting married soon. I am my second to last semester of my social services diploma. I have two beautiful nieces. But no friends. I isolate myself. I have social anxiety, and hate people. I am living in the town I was raised in. When I was 13 my dad died and we moved away. I thought life would be better iif I lived here again. I smoke everyday. I am addicted to it. I am so 'normal' I have everyone around me fooled. But then there are days like today. When I cant smoke, and so I feel the pain. I am not suicidal, but I am hopeless. My life is going the way I want it to, but today, I am too stressed to be happy. I am to depressed to see the forest through the trees.
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