i haven't written on here for a long time, so i guess it's time i did.
it's hard to explain everything at the moment. starting my gcse's is one way i guess.
it's hard to focus on them though, i've got a lot going on.
to some people i may just sound like a stupid teenager moaning, but to me, it's important. i feel bad and i shouldn't have to feel this way.
i fell out with my best friend yesterday. i don't know why. but we fell out and now we aren't talking.
i feel really bad all the time, i think too much i guess, and i worry. i've been feeling dizzy and tired recently and i am now starting to get frequent really bad headaches. i'm not ill, and no amount of medicien is making them go away; i guess it's because after what happened earlier in the year my mum only lets me take calpol and things like that now.
i havn't been really happy in a long time i guess, there's always something going wrong at the moment, and everytime something goes wrong i feel a little worse.
i get angry really easily these days, and when i get angry i feel bad about taking it out on other people, sometimes i do.
i have the feeling that i'm ruining things for all my friends, and i stay in more often. last weekend i didn't leave the house once.
i'm not sure what's really going on in my head at the moment, i just want it all to be sorted.
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 11/17/2010 11:53:41 AM (GMT-7)