You need to remember that it takes four to six weeks for the lamictal to reach it's full effect. And going off of effexor is very hard. I went from effexor to pristiq though and it was easy, but had to go really slow. It sounds like maybe you could benefit from a mood stabilizer, but I would recommend therapy to teach you how to live for today and forget about
the past. As long as we live in the past, we don't grow. And with your way of thinking right now, it comes down to two wrongs don't make a right. You are wanting to get back at these people when best would be to forget about
it and get on with your life. It is all easier said than done. Try to think of it as these people were the bad ones, they hurt you. They have the problem, not you. If they didn't have a problem, they wouldn't want to hurt anybody, unless it was unintentional, which makes my opinion mute.
Just try to build yourself a new life. Start today. Today is the first day of the rest of your life. Kick the angriness to the curb. Learn to forgive people. And forgive yourself as well. Talk to your doctor about
medications or therapy. Let him know what is going on with you. You deserve to be happy as others are. Keep posting.
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