I have so pain right now, I want to desapear so no one even will notice that. I am so tired from being like that…. I feel like the antidepressants don’t work anymore(I’m on them 3 month). My doctor said to me that I have biopolar disorder, but I just can’t believe her…I can’t believe in this! there is no proves to this apart from the symptoms- I don’t believe in this anyway. every day I can’t stop crying and feeling like I don’t want anything in this life, I don’t want anything at all…nothing interest me anymore, nothing! It’s so sad, I don’t understand why I’m like that, WHY? I don’t want to be like that!!! I don’t feel like myself anymore, I’m always angry and feeling like I want to die.. I know that this is not the answer for my problem, but I don’t know what the answer… please someone help me! I want to be normal again!!!!!!