karen i could pass it off as depression if i would have been depressed for the last ten years or more but since i have been dealing with this before i was depressed im thinking ADD. for example, 7 times my husband has asked me to fill out some paperwork and i have forgotten about
it each time. i cant focus, i am having a hard time focusing on anything. i hate it. as he said i am a grown adult i shouldnt have to be reminded 7 times to fill out something.
today thanksgiving was good but i noticed my focus was horrible, i couldnt stay on track and it was a struggle. no one understands what i am going through and i dont think they ever will. i am told i am a drama queen(im sorry this guy should have cramps and see what i feel). i have been called everything from lazy to stupid. i am sorry i am not lazy i am just having problems remaining focused. i am noticing it alot more. i need to be able to focus and it is getting rough. i know its because i am waiting to see what the therapist says but darn this is rediculous.