I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. Please accept my condolences. All I can say is try to remember the good things about
her. Keep that close to your heart. Celebrate her life. Try not to dwell on the sad things. Embrace the fond memories that you have of her.
Are you going to any grief counseling? That might help you through this. I know after my first husband died, I should have gone and I didn't. It makes for a long time of grieving. But I have gotten past it. This year made ten years though and it was a little harder than previous years.
Know that we are here for you and we all support you
I hope that you can enjoy the holiday with your father and siblings.
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies