this is my first time here, and I feel bad posting asking for interaction on issues that may be so common. but I don't know what else I can do. I just want to feel better.. and I am hoping that i can feel better soon....
I recently acted reckless and acted out on my crash for this guys that I eventually fell inlove with. the truth is, I felt in love with him from I don't know, the moment I got to know him. we share so much in common which is something i never had before. truly.. while at first i thought it was a puppy love, I let it turned into something serious during a weak moment.
Now, I don't know how to get over him. he doesn't feel the same way as he is just a guy that "cares about me" but don't love me. he was my friend, was my roommate.
I so want to get over him. knowing that he is happy and hanging around my friends having a blast while i am not there makes me feel like I want to die.
why can't I be ok like him? I need help..