This is the story of most women's lives. They fall in love, get treated like dirt and go back. It all comes down to self esteem. You need to get yours back up there. And you can do it. Have you thought about counseling? Or getting a good book on it? You need to work on yourself right now. You sound like a smart and compassionate person. I don't think you give yourself enough credit. Think about the counseling, seriously. It would do you good. There are many great counselors out there, you could see somebody at school or private practice. Talk to your doc if you need a referal.
Don't let this guy get you down. Don't put all your faith in him. Don't let him control your moods. Be your own person and do good for you. Think of yourself and make the best of your life. You will go far.
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