I think if you focused on your studies, and quit skipping class, that all the rest would fall into place for you. I also think that you should go back to a psychologist and get things sorted out.
I think you are doing okay in the friend department. We all are lucky to have one or two really good friends in our lives. So that part is normal.
I am concerned about
you changing your mind so frequently and then being late all the time. That is a really irritating thing to a lot of people. People will definately quit taking you seriously when you are like that. That is probably why you are feeling that they don't care about
you. They have probably gotten to the point where they just don't see the point. Especially if you are constantly changing plans at the last minute. They do say that people who are constantly late do it for attention. That may not be your case, but that is the saying.
I do believe that you have a lot of potential. I feel that you have an oppertunity to go to university, you should take it more seriously instead of worrying about
your social life. The social life will fall into place once you get back in the groove of school.
I hope that I don't sound harsh. I just wanted to lay it on the line from another point of view. I can see you are wrapped up so much into this that you have lost your perspective. That is why a counselor or psychologist would be good for you. You may not even need medications, just some direction. Don't let your life slip away between your fingers. It sounds like you got a lot going for you, don't blow it.
I hope that this makes sense. Being depressed is not fun at all. But you have the oppertunity to help yourself. I think you should take it. Know that we all care about
you here. And that there will be others along with thier own take on your post.
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