everytime i think i see a light at the end of the tunnel it goes dark again. i honestly think i am in hot water. i meet with my district manager tomorrow, i feel as if my job is on the line. i cant change the surgery, i dont want to wait til middle of next year to get my surgery and something else will come up to keep me from it, but they are pushing me to do it. i found out the pregnant manager can go anytime, and i feel bad but should i have to put my life on hold because of it. i cant breath, the drainage is keeping my throat constantly dry, my head hurts, im gagging and im miserable but yet i have to put my life on hold. im gonna try to get my ENT to get me a note stating it is necessary for me to get this done.