Hi Decemberbaby and Happy birthday....
It sounds to me like you need to talk to somebody about
a mood stabilizer. I would make an appointment with a psychiatrist if I were you. You are suffering in silence and you need not do this any longer.
I know the feelings of jealousy and paranoia. That can be remedied. Take life one day at a time. Try to give your boyfriend the benefit of a doubt when you are feeling jealous. You have addressed this situation by posting here and that is a start. Get help before you blow. I take abilify and it helps me with my moods and not thinking too much. Which I do a lot.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies