You talk about
what your dad did, but don't say much about
your mom except that he abused her. Do you have a relationship with her?
I am sorry that your dad wasn't around when you were smaller. I never had a dad, so I don't know much about
father daughter relationships. Though I know you are angry with him for not being there. Are you angry with him for hurting your mom? I know, many questions, but I want to understand what is going on in your mind. Though I can see anger.
I had to delete a couple of words out of your post as we are not to talk about
suicide or self harm. Sorry. But I can see that you have been through a lot. Do
open up here and talk and get advice.
Are you going to any counseling? I would highly recommend that at this point. You have a lot to work out. You could use the support too. Counselors are great. They talk to you, let you talk. Give their opinion and help you work things out. So do think about
I hope that you are feeling better. Depression is hard. Keep posting and know that we all care about
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies