Posted 1/3/2011 8:25 AM (GMT -7)
I agree and I will. I am scared and I feel that my marriage is going to end, but if were to go on the way it was i would just be in misery. This has been a strange week. My wife left to decide if she wants to leave me, does not talk to me about it and goes about life like nothing has happened. I have been horribly dpressed but at the same time my depression is lifting. I realize what type of life i was leading and i was the one doing things right for once. I was jut being **** on in the process. Now i realize, it will kill me, but i may have to let her go to save myself from her anger. My therapist is going to try to make me move. I do not see why i should move away from everything i have and i should be alone with my shaky marriage. THis logic is insane. I will draw boundries, i will try to get another job but in the mean time i have one when so many people do not have one anymore and am so thankful for this. I am very scared of the session today and i am afraid of being devastated by the outcome, but i am coming out of my depression coma. I have to become me again for me and for her (with or without her). Our relationship was equal until all the drama with my family came out.
THANK YOU SO MUCH