Well, thank you Jamie & Karen... I was able to talk with my friend Marian today. It helps that I work with her and texted her early in the day saying I had something for her to read & talk about
it after school. This way I sat my notebook on the table by her desk & she could read it when she had time to. It was nice to let her be the one to bring it up after everyone else left.
I wrote a little bit last night & got frustrated so put it away. This morning though as I dropped my car off at the mechanic, I was actually waiting on her to come pick me up I was able to finally start writing some thoughts down. After reading your comment Karen, I was able to think of a little bit more to add so I was glad that I hadn't given it to her before school started.
I was reassured though that even if she did change positions over the summer or next year that we would stay in touch
There are some people that know the full story of what I've gone through growing up & with everything that's happened in the last year but she is one of the very very few people that have accepted me for me and is just fine with that
Now just if I didn't have a pinched nerve in my neck today would be a great day! lol