I don't know where to begin with any of this, I am lost, confused, and don't know which way to turn on this road anymore. I am married, I have 2 beautfiul children and 3 step children. I deal with 2 crazy ex wives every other week, and a very controlling mother in law. I know longer feel like I can breathe, or even be happy for that matter. I am not allowed to make my own decisions. My husband makes me feel like a 5 year old, sometimes I just want to run and hide in a hole with my children and never come back out.
I know I am neglecting the amount of love and affection my children should get, but I can't find happiness within me to give anymore. I feel drained, exhausted, and overwhelmed. I just want to be me again, thats all, and I cant seem to find that firm foundation that I once stood on. I know this is probably a small situation than your use to seeing on here, but thanks for listening.