You have suffered some huge losses in your life. It takes time to get over that. Be good to yourself, and do continue with counseling. It really does help. You can find a good counselor and they will go over past issues if that is what you need to do.
Keep on trying. You took a huge step by posting here. We will help you as much as we can. But it is not enough when you need proffessional help. So keep looking for the right counselor.
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