hey friends :)
i hope your Christmas was as great as mine.
one of the best Christmases I've had :)
even though sadness and the feeling of nostalgia didn't go away.
i tried my best to make the best of it.
and i'm glad it did :)
i spent time with my mom, brothers, aunts, uncles, cousins, and it was just great to feel and be care free and to genuinely laugh; two things i haven't done in a while.
i love having a big family.
i love snow.
i loved seeing my cousins smile when they
opened their gifts.
i loved the amazing food my mom cooked.
i loved watching funny you tube videos with my uncle and cousins.
i love the smell of fresh snow on the pavement.
i love looking at his face and smile like a little kid.
i love spending the holidays surrounded by people i love and i know love me just the same.
i love feeling that i can do this, that i won't let the issues I've had since birth get the best of me. that i will continue to just win the battle that i won't let the battle beat me down anymore.
i thank god for each day he keeps me here and for each day he helps me fight and believe in myself.
i thank him all of the time.
i love also being able to spend Christmas with my grandpa, since i don't get to see him very often only about
3 months every year, or every two years, i'm just thankful for having him here and just being able to hug him. to hear his voice , laugh at his jokes.
i feel blessed, and empowered :)
i hope with all my heart that you all had an amazing Christmas and that you were filled with happiness and love. :)
merry Christmas :)
Post Edited (whathurtsthemost) : 12/25/2010 10:57:33 PM (GMT-7)