Warm welcome to HW depression forum.
I am so sorry for your loss of your mum. I know it will be a hard time for you right now and it is understandable that you will feel depressed. I've lost a few family members in the past and it was hard for me to take it in too but please let me tell you this, your mum isnt gone in spirit. She is there with you in your heart and soul and the memory of her will never fade. Try and hold onto the good memories you hold of her
and smile. Know that she is smiling down on you for being such a brave person. Bet she's really proud of you for being strong
but try and shed some tears too, its only natural that you do otherwise you will be holding it too much and it will get worse. Talk to your dad sweetie. He will understand all the more. You are all going through an upsetting period and you all need each other. Talk to him
Also is it possible that you could talk to your doctor about
your feelings? Maybe it will help talking to a counsellor and let your grief out healthily. Just know that we are here for you too. Talk whenever you need to.
love and hugs, arielle.
fly like a butterfly. free and happy. :-D
attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, PTSD, bipolar disorder, over active thyroid.