Welcome to the HealingWell Depression forum. I am glad that you came here. Here are a couple of sites for depressed people, and they are free.
I have had members say that they are good sites, so maybe one of them can help you. Do you have a pastor or somebody that you can talk to? Often mental health facilities do have programs that can help you. Or you can check with the Department of Human Services and see if you are eligible for any help. Many people get help with mental health insurance of some sort through them. I hope that you can recieve some resources and get the help that you need.
If you talk to your doctor, they can often give you sample medications to help you. So I would go and see a doctor and see about that. They often have massive amounts of the antidepressants that can help you for a long time. It gives you time to heal and hopefully get yourself into a situation where you can provide these things for yourself.
I hope that you start feeling better soon. Do keep posting as this is a good place to come and just vent if you need to. The members here are very supportive and caring.
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies