Hi kitt, I'm glad to be kicked out. They neglected me, bullied me, beat me up, starved me, put me on drugs etc. I don't know them as my parents. I dont know them at all. I don't drink. Dad is an alcoholic and I do not wish to follow him. As for mum, well when I'm gone, I hope she regrets everything she has done to me. They kicked me out for being with my friend they hate. I've been told that I'm not their daughter anymore and because I'm in full time education still, by law they cannot kick me out of the house because I am not earning and they have my child benefits. I hate them anyway. They've lost me. It made me cry when I found out but why should I be crying? I'm free from abuse. They've let me go. I'm free!!!!!
Karen, yeah. UK alcohol laws are stupid. What Kitt says is true. No wonder so many kids binge drink in the UK. I daren't drink alcohol loads. I only think of my dad and I panic. I only drink when there's a good enough occasion to drink at and that's hardly ever. I love life with my girlies, doing modelling and having fun, shopping and looking after my horse and my grandma. I dont need alcohol to make things better. Yes, I haven't been an angel. Grandma saved me from drugs because of mum and dad but I dont do it now. I get by with help from my mates, modelling with my girlfriends and my close mate who I love with my heart.
I've been staying at my mate's house for a few weeks but I cant stay for much longer. His mum cant keep having me. I should be able to live with grandma but I'm scared mum will try and get me back because she needs something to beat up basically, so I might go into hostels and use my pocket money I have hidden ( given to me from grandma over the years for helping her out) from mum and dad. My friend told me to stay away from hostels because they are dangerous but I dont know where else to go. I have no one else to turn to.
I'll get there though. I'm strong
Having bipolar doesn't stop me from living life to the maximum.
Thank you both for being there for me. It means a lot to me. And to know that you are all trying your hardest to be well too, wow....you inspire me lots and lots. Thank you.
many hugs, arielle.
fly like a butterfly. free and happy. :-D
attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, PTSD, bipolar disorder.
Post Edited (whitebutterfly) : 1/3/2011 6:38:22 PM (GMT-7)