I had to edit your post a little as we are not suppose to be discussing illegal drugs. I am so sorry for the situation you are in. I know that most of us look to our parents for guidance, and when you can't do that it hurts. How old are you? I just wondered.
Not all parents are perfect, but I know that deep down they love you. My mother had problems with prescription medications and alcohol and she made my childhood rather difficult. Then became a roll reversal when I got older, it was like she was the child because I was always having to take care of her.
Try to be supportive. I want to know you feel safe though. Do you have anybody that you can talk to such as a counselor? I hope that you do. I feel that you need that support. And we are support for you too.
Try to take this one day at a time, if you can tell us a little more, we can give you advice. If you feel unsafe in your home, I want to know, okay?
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