am very depressed and overwhelmed with pain and
fatigue. 3 cold showers 2 keep awake and i hot bath
for the aches and pains. have wrote a detailed letter
to my doc when i see him on the 17th. having massive
panic attacks at night, yeah i flipped out for six
weeks, but i am a tad better. still very OCD with
cleaning. no visitors or anything for a couple of
days, hence i am feeling lost within myself. shut up
jamie, you will be right. therapist tomorrow. along
with a lot of other stuff. it never ends. still can't focus,
i have studies to finish, but i just can't at the moment-
and i am applying to do the diploma in feb.
will ask my doc for tests for fibro. it is looking like it.
thx 4 caring, jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , BI-POLAR AFFECTIVE DISORDER AXIS 1REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.