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   Posted 1/9/2011 3:53 AM (GMT -6)   
am very depressed and overwhelmed with pain and
fatigue. 3 cold showers 2 keep awake and i hot bath
for the aches and pains. have wrote a detailed letter
to my doc when i see him on the 17th. having massive
panic attacks at night, yeah i flipped out for six
weeks, but i am a tad better. still very OCD  with
cleaning. no visitors or anything for a couple of
days, hence i am feeling lost within myself. shut up
jamie, you will be right. therapist tomorrow. along
with a lot of other stuff. it never ends. still can't focus,
i have studies to finish, but i just can't at the moment-
and i am applying to do the diploma in feb.
-aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!
 
will ask my doc for tests for fibro. it is looking like it.
 
thx 4 caring, jamie cry
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   Posted 1/9/2011 4:51 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey Jamie,

I am sorry that you are suffering so much. I hope that the doc will help you out. It very well could be fibro. I have it and have massive fatigue, but that can be helped with medications. I also have constant pain too. But I am use to that.

I know that you have a lot on your plate right now. Prioritize and pace yourself. If it is fibro. You will have to learn all about pacing so that you don't over do it.

Best wishes my friend.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/9/2011 4:57 AM (GMT -6)   
thx karen, i do over do it; helps with the panic attacks at bed time. now.

thx 4 caring, means a lot. cheers, jamie.
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   Posted 1/9/2011 5:10 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey,

You will always be cared about. I know that you are struggling right now. Take care of you and try to take it one day at a time. I was sorry to hear that Bob isn't doing well. I hope that he will be well taken care of. I will write you.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 1/9/2011 5:15 AM (GMT -6)   
thx. he is a non-compliant mess. i am not aiding him as he is manipulating and lying. he is doing everything to stay out of care. has a definite ABI. JAMIE.
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   Posted 1/9/2011 8:47 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie, it is great to hear from you buddy,

Sounds to me like you have your head screwed on, you really are a trooper, and I just feel so proud of you are, with all you deal with. Be great to hear what the results are.

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   Posted 1/9/2011 10:07 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie,
 
Hello my friend,  remember you are a good person and so very kind and caring.  Please don't beat yourself up over how you are feeling right now and know we are here to support you.

" Friendship is a sheltering tree."  You have many trees in your yard :-)
 
Gentle Hugs,
 
Kitt
 

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   Posted 1/9/2011 11:56 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey Jamie,

I used to have bad panic attacks too. They drained me out loads. It could be fibromyalgia but I still think with extreme stress you've been through that it could be severe exhaustion. My panic attacks made me feel weak and fatigued a lot. I think you've done well so far. The cold shower/hot bath thing is a starting point to try and cope with pain and fatigue. Try meditation when you have a spare moment too. Just know that I strongly understand your situation. It could also be a part of your bipolar or your medication doing this. Once you have both under control then you'll feel better in yourself and the OCD thing, I think it's good because you keep yourself busy in terms of the panic attacks but try and lesson the time length you spend cleaning; do it gradually because this could be along side with not sleeping the reason why you are fatigued all the time. Mental and physical exhaustion combined can be brutal. I've had it before. It's horrid but you soon see the light. You've just got to find the right meds, the right coping stratigies and the right pace to stabilise yourself :-)

Just know I'm here for you, ok? Keep being strong and brave.

many hugs, arielle.
fly like a butterfly. free and happy. :-D

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   Posted 1/9/2011 12:21 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamie,
Not sure if I remember correctly, but think maybe you mentioned probs with hormones in the past??? If so, I know that's the kind of reaction (cold, tired, not sleeping, achy joints, etc.) I get when my hormones are way off. Maybe something to check in to.
I think it's good that you're going to see your therapist tomorrow. That always seems to help. :)

hang in there!
frances

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   Posted 1/9/2011 1:56 PM (GMT -6)   
Great point Frances, I completely forgot about that. You have a good mind.

Hugs, Karen

Jamie, I hope that you feel better soon. Keep us posted, please.
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   Posted 1/10/2011 1:46 AM (GMT -6)   
firstly thx everyone!!!!!! very helpful. frances, fsh and thyroid are fine. seen my therapist today. told to give in to it and to allow for rest, i am doing this. the ocd component is less potent at the moment. by cleaning right up until bed i am actually winding myself up and not down. so, no more of this self-punishment. i need to priotize more vigilantly, and i will. i will be doing a cost benefit analysis with everything. pain and fatigue still brutal. thx 4 caring guys, it is very much appreciated. jamie
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   Posted 1/10/2011 7:02 PM (GMT -6)   
Here for you Jamie.  Just reach out and we will be there..............I know corny.
 
Gentle Hugs,
Kitt

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   Posted 1/10/2011 10:27 PM (GMT -6)   
thx kitt. jamie. still kickin'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cool cool cool
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   Posted 1/11/2011 3:17 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey Jamie,

Hope that you are having a better day today.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 1/11/2011 3:48 AM (GMT -6)   
average. thx, jamie
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   Posted 1/11/2011 9:54 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie, I personally want to thankyou for for being an example for others, for your honesty, for not giving up on people even when they are difficult, for taking one day at a time, and for giving to others, even when you are in a tight spot yourself. You are never selfish, never nasty, you are someone I hope to be one day.

You have a beautiful, genuine heart, and that's a rear asset these days.

Do your best, you are often in my thoughts

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/13/2011 12:25 AM (GMT -6)   

for you awty......... yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

you are wonderful!!!!!!!!!!! smurf smurf smurf smurf smurf smurf smurf smurf

 

thx. jamie  smilewinkgrin smilewinkgrin smilewinkgrin smilewinkgrin smilewinkgrin smilewinkgrin smilewinkgrin


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