Welcome to the depression forum.
Is there anyway that you could room with somebody? That way you could probably afford to live away from home. You may be eligable for a grant then too which would pay for a lot of your college. Plus some money left over a lot of times. If you move out you could maybe get some public assistance form the department of human services. Anything would be better than the guy you are seeing and your home. I hate to call it your home because you are so unhappy there. I am sorry that your father is a total jerk. Try to avoid him as much as possible, ignore him if you have to. He isn't worth all the turmoil and drama it is causing you. I don't like drama either. No time for it. Life is tooooo short.
You sound like you are trying very hard. And this will get you some where. Once you start school it is going to be so much different. You should put up an ad for a roommate. I think that would work well for you. It can be a lot of fun especially if you become friends. Think about
Take care, I am so glad that you found us. Don't let this guy treat you badly anymore, you deserve better than that. I think you know that too. He is just dragging you down. You will be meeting new people soon in school. And I think you will make some good friends.
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